Dear My Closest Friend

Dear my closest friend, I just want you to know, that I didn't want to leave you this way.
Dear my closest friend, I just want you to know, that you were never a problem.
Dear my closest friend, I just want you to know, that I would have stayed if only you begged me, if only you knew.
Dear my closest friend, I just want you to know, that even through this pain you were the only one who could make me smile.
Dear my closest friend, I just want you to know, that if you've ever hurt me, you've made up for it a million times.
Dear my closest friend, I just want you to know, you were the one thing I loved on this earth and the one thing that loved me.
Dear my closest friend, you are the only one I don't regret, the only one I wish I didn't have to part with, the only one who I could say always loved me.
And to my closest friend, I just want to say, I'm sorry.

~Black