Glass. Shattered glass
lies all around her. Her hands are beginning to numb as she attempts
to pick another sharp piece of the glass out from her palm. The
blood's streaming down her arm and she holds back the tears. She
wants to get out, she wants to escape, but she can't. Cradling her
injured hand, she shivers and tries to kick some of the broken glass
away from her. Her heart had finally shattered and was gone beyond
repair. She wanted it to disappear, as it only caused her more and
more pain to linger there.
She still remembered the
first time her heart had broke--but then it was only in two pieces
instead of a million. She glued it back together . . . but that
didn't last long. Glue was too artificial, and no matter how many
times she tried, it wouldn't stay. She was never strong enough to
force it back together.
She'd been abandoned,
broken, hated, and scarred. She'd been called ugly, worthless, and
rebellious. She was a sinner, and who could want her now? Who would
save her? Would she be trapped in this box forever? Trapped with the
pieces of her broken heart scattered at her feet?
No. Not forever. The
water has risen and the it's pouring in on top of her. She can't
breathe. She scratches the glass, kicks at it, but it's useless. That
glass will never break. She tries to swim up, but finds that the
chains around her feet are holding her down. Frantic she tries
screaming, only to get a mouthful of water which she chokes on. Still
struggling to break her chains she begins to fade away. She becomes
completely numb and her fingers loose their grip on the cold metal
keeping her from escaping. Water is pouring in her mouth and
everything fades to black.
Everything is a blur--the
only sound is someone coughing up water. Wait. That's her. Her
lounges ache, and her throat and eyes sting. One thought is in her
mind, though. Someone has saved her; she's been rescued. Her vision
clears and she see Him
kneeling beside her.
In exhaustion she
collapses in front of Him, murmuring the question in a voice barely
audible, "Why did you save me?"
With a soft whisper, He
answers, "Dear child, while everyone else abandoned you, I was
still here. You've been beautifully broken to the point where I can
fix you. You've been hated so that you need me to love you. You have
scars that I can heal. While others call you ugly I see your true
beauty. While others call you worthless I am longing to open your
eyes so you can see me. While others called you rebellious I knew
your heart and I still wanted you. I know you're a sinner but I still
want you. And dear child I still love you, more than you can ever
fathom. You mean everything to me."
With those words, He
holds something out to her. She takes it from Him and fingers it,
turning it over and over again. Her heart has been put back together,
piece by piece. It's whole again with not a scratch or crack on it.
Saved. Healed. Redeemed. She smiles and glancing back up at Him, she
hands it back, saying, “I'm Yours father.”
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