I Apologize

I'm sorry for anything I've done that's hurt you

I'm sorry if you've ever felt that I hate you

I'm sorry, I'm just trying to figure things out

I'm sorry, and all I want is for you to forgive me.

I'm sorry that I never seem to express emotion well

Except for with words written into a story somehow

I swear there's only one thing I really want
And that's to be loved and hated by no one.

I apologize if you're holding something against me

I hate never knowing if I've done something wrong

Please don't hold back if there's someway I've hurt you

I want to know, I want to make it better.

I don't like begging for attention

I'm quite used to being ignored

I'm not all that talkative

And sometimes I'm shy

But I'll try to do better

I just can't change who I am.

And maybe it's not healthy

The way I release my feelings

But at least I'm not a wreck

At least I'm not a drama queen

At least I'm not weak

At least no one sees it

At least I can hide

At least I try

At least I'm still here.

I know what it feels like to be hated

I know what it's like to be ignored

I know how it feels to be hurt

But I've never wanted to hurt anyone

So if I have, please forgive me

I have to say something, so here it is.